I can feel the blazing heat consuming me
The violent vibrations begin to run wild As continuous sounds of pulsing echoes Jump off from wall to wall My heart is trapped Every beat becomes more vicious than its predecessor Weakening it’s composure The pressure builds up As it falls uncontrollably on the surface Pounding on its cage Ready to escape it’s imprisonment It craves the taste of freedom It desperately wants to be released From the chains of anxiety Hear the explosion in my heart The volcano erupts On the surface It starts to seep through the cracks The thick rotten blood that runs through my veins I can feel it As the poison rapidly spreads throughout my body It's excruciating pain is making me feel faint The atmosphere around me stops moving It's contaminated with fear There is no oxygen It suddenly becomes hard to breathe I am suffocating I start to gasp for air Like i’m drowning in water My eyes start to dilate My head has hit a wall I can't function anymore My muscles are weak So I throw myself to the floor I start to panic Then I realize This is not sadness It is not even madness It's a cry out for help It's a fight for survival It is me desperately keeping alive The only hope I have left inside Holding on so I will no die Refusing to let it control my mind Fighting the pandemic that plagues society That is trying to attack and destroy humanity There is only one solution that can take it away The cure Giving and receiving love Love is our oxygen We can't live without it God is love Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 1 Peter 5:6
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Have you ever wondered
What if the thing you wanted so bad Might just be the best thing You never had What if that minor setback Was just to make you stronger For a major comeback What if that tough situation Was to help you overcome Being stuck in stagnation What if going through pain Was part of the process Of achieving the gain What if failure happened to be The perfect preparation for a future You just couldn't see What if that dreadful storm Is a mercy in disguise To make you reform What if the troubles that you face Are just some of the many ways To reveal God's grace How come the greatest lessons are taught From going through the trials That life has brought Failure is never a loss it's a gain You learn, you grow and you change Just like the flowers that need rain The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord and he delights in his way.though he fall he may not utterly cast down for the Lord upholds him with his hand- Psalm 37:23 |
AuthorDeborah Senyange Archives
June 2017
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